i'm lost

I'm lost and I don't know where. I have to find myself again. I'm empty like a shell from the bullet. Drawn into myself alone with my sad mood in a world of mine. Done up by this f'cking modern world. I lost my feelings and I can't feel anything to anyone any more. Good old Sammy has gone and here's the new bad monster. The great miracle of my past experiences in this messed up world. People keep away from me because I'm able only to hurt you. Wish I have the power to change my life from scratch. Really I'm the lost case.